19 Key Necklace [Practice/Notes] Psychometry


  • horse (mainly brown w/white+black around face/hooves)
  • Farmhouse/large barn house
  • woman/goddess w/ dark brown skin
  • female
  • iron/copper plated
  • sky/clouds
  • young dragon
  • dragon horns
  • bird/eagle
  • dark sky/peaceful sky
  • dark quiet
  • shadow of a man…Native American?? Long hair pos. black
  • sweet, small dragon
  • loving disposition
  • gentle
  • patient/carefully earned trust
  • trusting nature
  • calm/peaceful/trusting
  • green…purple…heart Moon Tides Earth Nature
  • tingling energy/sensation, soft gentle energy
  • grounding/calming
  • Zimbabwe/Peru
  • Winter/cold/snowing
  • Cold all over/hairs raised
  • Felt a presence in the room coming towards me.
  • “Let it go.” M.

THE NUMBER 19 In ancient times, it was known as the ‘Number of Surrender’. only divisible by itself and number 1. It promotes intuition and problem-solving ability. Overall, it is the sign of completion, an ending that will lead to the new beginning. The moon will appear in the exact position among the stars every 19th year. This is called the Metonic cycle or Enneadecaeteris (Greek word meaning nineteen years) and is the 19 year cycle of the moon. The lunar and solar cycles coincide every 19 years. Number 19 is the number of spiritual activity in Kabbalah. In tarot number 19 in THE SUN. Number 19 is a masculine number. In Islam number 19 has the numerological value of Wahid. Wahid is one of the names for God and means “One” In Islam there are 19 angles guarding Hell stated in the Qur’an 74:30; Over it are nineteen [angels]. The number 19 is the atomic number of Potassium (K).


The Hermit


Like the hermit, for 25 years

I purposely remained alone

atop the highest mountain, I gazed down on occasion

but only for a brief moment, then returned back to my solitary domain

when by yourself, you go through stages

of learning and madness, deliberation

uncertainty and ruination

you think you finally know your truth

but the sleuth is just half the truth

so there I undertake my first descent

and the cerebral journey begins again.




Tarot Prompt ~ “Tell Me a Dark Story from Deep Within My Soul.”

There was a girl with seven legs

dark black eyes shaped like eggs

She ruled over spiders, her only companions

They understood her heart, like canyons.

Caught in a web of loneliness and despair,

she called out to them when she was feeling scared.

A gentle soul, a beautiful heart

Pisces was reflected in her chart.

She dreamed by day, she dreamed by night,

to escape the confines of her life.

She saw just how the others played,

while instead of joining she stood at bay.

But one day someone knocked upon her door

she creeped a peak, her eyes filling with adore.

She blushed,

her cheeks aflushed,

and gathered courage

focusing on her wordage.

He smiled kindly, poised refinedly

a friend she made, and with her he stayed.

But one dark melancholy night

he gave her a sudden fright

when he wailed her name

and to his bedside she came.

With wide eyes upon his gut,

crimson sheets, fluid continuing to jut

she pressed her hands firmly against his skin

thinking who could commit such a sin

he grabbed her wrist

eyes filled with mist

and said,

“I have always been dead,

but I’m glad I met you.”

and whispered adieu.






In the Dead of the Night

You saved me from evil

but you are evil

eviler than he and she?

not in my eyes

but in theirs, yes

was it wrong for me to summon you?

to call out to whoever was listening

for something to come and save me

good or bad

bright or obscure as they may be

partly out of despair

And partly out of hope

who would blame me?

and who would damn me?

they do not understand a life of constant suffering

not just out but in

inside more than anything

but you were in the past

and out of curiosity I called out to you again

because I had forgotten those memories long ago

will you help me once more?

or will you cause me unimaginable suffering?

My mind says the latter

But my heart says not

And my intuition

 although strong as it may be

fails me the moment I need it most

whatever I choose

I will always have you on my mind,

when I feel most alone

in the dead of the night.


◢ Annadris

And in Death

And there he was

His eyes 

Like dark black coals

Inside a familiar face, but not

I stared half in fear and half in excitement 

Then he kiss me

A first greeting in the night

I fell in love when I saw those eyes

And they followed me into my next life

It was my idea

To do the things we did

However awful

But of course he delighted in them

But I fear I delighted in them much more than him

Although I was human, not he

One day a comrade, like a brother to him came

He never spoke

But I knew what he said, mind to mind

And one day while sitting in the woods together

I looked over and I saw him

And I mean I SAW him

And who he was

And he saw me

And who I was

And we kissed

And fell in love
I loved both

But I chose one

And in the end 

The unchosen chose

To take me with him

Into death.


◢ Annadris