Morning Depression

Me: *wakes up & reach for phone* 


*go back to sleep*

Me: *wakes up & reach for phone* 


Me: … just five more minutes..




*opens eyes & reach for phone* 


Me: Uugh.. *slide face across pillow to edge of bed*




*slides right arm & leg off bed* 




*slides half of body off bed*




*slowly falls to carpet*



Me: … *reach for blanket on bed and pull off* 

Me: *covers self with blanket*

Convos With Myself 1

Me: I want to become a writer.

Mwuah: You’ve said that before.

Me: Yeah but this time is different.

Mwuah: Is that so.

Me: I’m serious this time!


Me: I’m going to do it.

Mwuah: Okay.


Mwuah: …Hey what are you doing?

Me: Just five more minutes..*closes eyes*

Mwuah: You should get up.


Mwuah: Hello?


Mwuah: …are you sleeping?



Me: (-, – )…zzzZZZ

Mwuah: You lazy fxxk.

BL♥Boys Love♥SOTUS The Series


I was on Youtube one day watching random videos when I came upon a video and clicked out of curiosity. It was an OVA for Koisuru Boukun and ever since then I have become obsessed.  I recently started watching BL dramas and came upon the series SOTUS yesterday. OMG ♥o♥ I’m already in love with this show and I’ve only watched a couple of episodes!

SOTUS (stands for Seniority, Order, Tradition, Unity and Spirit) is a tradition at this engineering university where the seniors basically haze the freshman class, teaching them to respect their upperclassman no matter what and to do as they say no matter how embarrassing or insulting.  The main character, Kongpop, is an outspoken freshman who gets on the nerves of the seniors’ strict boss Arthit but later gets to be under the mentorship of him.

So far what I like about this series is it has a lot of those BL moments where you’re like “KYAAAAA!” *blush* (´ω`*)ゞ ♥♥ whenever Kongpop speaks to Arthit.

I do have to say, I bet on anything that Kong is the top and Arthit is the uke. o(^◇^)o

Boys Love on Weheartit!

Oh I’m Flattered! And Half Pissed Off.

I guess I’m a mother fucking mind reader. They walk up to the window and expect me to know their name. Yeah, okay Queen and King of the FUCKING castle I know who you are even though I’ve NEVER seen you before or but once like FIVE months ago! and yeah I know how to spell your name and Oo! I know your birthday too! 

YES you are the only Jack Davis in the fucking universe but that universe my dear is YOUR universe, the one you make up in your tiny little head of yours that thinks the world revolves around you and everybody should treat you with respect even though you treat them like shit once shit really goes down.

Don’t get pissed off with me because I ask for your ID or you tell me your name and you spell it like a fucking asshole! Oh wait that’s your parent fault, but wait you expect me to know how to spell your oh so special name that has a silent “FUCK YOU” in the middle.

Ah, but thank you for thinking I look cool enough to have special abilities. 


What has helped me wasn’t a belief in something greater

It was belief in myself, something I discovered later.

Who came to me wasn’t just the light, but the darkness also called out.

For a life of suffering, for years, without a doubt

changes a person inside and out.

An angel said not to fear

and the demon said, “I’ll help you dear,”

So I took the lights advice

and greeted the demon thrice.

Once with a bow,

Once with a kiss, 

And once on the demons lips.


◢ Annadris